“My story isn’t pleasant, it’s not sweet and harmonious like the invented stories; it tastes of folly and bewilderment, of madness and dream, like the life of all people who no longer want to lie to themselves.” – Herman Hesse


The burn

There’s a burn beneath my skin.

Not from touch,

but from within.

A fire fed on screams.

On fantasies.

On fevered dreams.

You never touched me.

Yet I ache.

My thighs still tremble

wide awake.

No rope.

No room.

No spoken plea.

And still…

you’ve taken hold of me.

I see it all behind closed eyes:

I’m on my knees.

I’ve learned

to rise

You call me names I shouldn’t crave.

I thank you…

when you don’t behave.

My wrists in cuffs.

My lips spread wide.

You use me slow.

You split

my pride.

Though none of this

has happened… yet.

The sting.

The stretch.

The tears unshed.

Your cock.

Your hand.

The things you said.

The way you fuck me

with your stare.

How I can’t breathe

and don’t quite care.

My body’s yours

in thought

alone.

You’ve claimed me

where

you’ve never gone.

You guide.

I yield.

I beg.

I break.

You pull

more

than my will

can take.

I cry out

still ask for more.

This pleasure,

laced

with something sore.

It’s madness…

how it feels

so true.

This dream

I’ve spun

around

you.

Like Alice

lost in Wonderland.

Where up is down.

And wrong is right.

Where I submit.

And you command.

Without a touch.

Without

a hand.

I come undone

on phantom breath…

a dream.

A sin.

A little death.

-Anais

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